While I came back from work, I found her laying on the floor in front of the door, unconscious. My heart broken apart… She’d just giving birth of 4 kittens few weeks ago. Still little.. She’s a mother of more than 15 kittens & big cats in my house. She brings so much joy. I fed her since 5 years ago. Blackie will brings anything she ever catch to share with her sons. She was able to catch birds, rats & squirrel.

Blackie have two brothers, my sister bring them from KL, but each of them died by similar cause, poison. The two of them didn’t stand a chance to come back home. Their body were found dead next to the scene. Only Blackie capable to reach home. I’ve just posted her daughter’s photos last two days. I hope she’ll always stays home..

I’ve heard of thought saying that if you photograph a cats, they’ll die. I never listened to it.. But somehow, when my cats gone, I feel guilty.

Blackie’s body still laying on her bed while I wrote this story. Her four little baby squeezing her mother for some milk. I wonder how I’m gonna raised these sooo tiny little baby which didn’t even know how to chew just yet…

I’ll bury her tomorrow. Rest in Peace, Blackie…